What is your question?
Who can we talk to if we are having a hard time, and we are to scared to talk to the counselors?
I'm truly sorry that you're having a hard time. I think it's safe to say that there are a lot of us that can relate. If you aren't comfortable talking to the counselors, there are several options: 1) Talk to one of the Hope Squad members or advisors; 2) Talk to one of the principals. They are really understanding; or 3) Talk to friends or family.
The heart of the message is that there are a lot of people that genuinely care about you. As long as you are talking to one of them and not bottling it up, you're on the right track! Good luck to you. We're all wishing you the best.